Ман қотилам, мардум….(ҚИСМИ 2)

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Худи ҳамон рӯз ба маслиҳати кампираку ҷангу ҷанҷолаш, ки як умр дар фироқи бефарзандӣ месӯхт, гӯш накарда, ба духтур рафтам ва исқоти ҳамл намудам. Аз духтурзани яҳудӣ хоҳиш кардам, ки пораҳои фарзандамро ба ман диҳад, зеро намехостам ӯро чун партов ба партовгоҳ партоянд. Духтур бо тааҷҷуб гӯштпораҳои хунолудро дар латтачае печонида, ба ман дод. Ман онҳоро ба рӯймоли сарам печонида, ба сумкаам мондаму баъди чанд соат ба хона баргаштам, кампирак дар ҳуҷрааш худашро қуфл карда, бо ман гап намезад. Ҳамон шаб Сафар бо дастовези зиёде омада, маро дилбардорӣ карду рафт. Шаб аз нима гузашта буду хобам намеомад, рӯймоламро, ки дар он ҷисми пора-пораи ҷигарбандам мехобид, ба даст гирифта, зор-зор гиристам. Шура-хола гиряҳои зор-зори маро шунида, наздам омад ва рӯймолро аз дастам гирифта, ба берун баромад, ман низ аз пасаш баромадам. Ҷисмаки нозуку пора-пораи фарзандамро мо ду нафар як пири насронӣ ва як бонуи ҷавону беимони мусулмон зери чинори назди бинои истиқоматӣ гӯр кардем. Шура-хола бо корди гӯштмайдакунӣ заминро чуқур кофту рӯймолро он ҷо гузоштем, рӯяшро хок пӯшонида, сангеро ба рӯяш гузоштам. Аз ин ҳодиса нуздаҳ сол сипарӣ гашааст, Шура-хола ин дунёи фониро тарк гуфта, хонаю дарашро ба номи ман кард. Сафар низ баъди даҳ соли вохӯриҳо маро зани дуюм карда гирифт, зеро ба муҳаббати покам боварӣ кард. Имрӯз ман ҳама чизро дорам, ду писари нозанин, шавҳар, хонаю дар, мансабу мошину пулу сарват, вале рӯҳаки саргардони нахустфарзанди бо дастони худ куштаам маро ором гузоштанӣ нест. Ҳар шаб ман писарчаеро хоб мебинам, ки бо даҳони пури хун аз байни хуну халафу ифлосиҳо, дастакони нозукашро сӯям дароз карда, чиррос мезанад: Оча, очаҷон, маро гир. Баъзан ӯ бо дастчаҳояш доманамро чунон мустаҳкам медорад, ки халос нахӯрда, тарсидаю дод зада, бедор мешавам. Он чинорро низ кайҳо буридаанду аз рӯи гӯри фарзанди ман пиёдароҳа мегузарад, ҳар гоҳе мебинам, ки анбӯҳи одамон аз болои он мегузаранд, гиряи ҷонхароши тифлона гӯшҳоямро кар мекунад. Намедонам дардамро ба кӣ гӯям, хӯрдани ҳабҳои таскинбахшу хайру садақаи зиёдам ба хонаи ятимону маъюбон ҳам наметавонад дардамро сабукӣ бахшад, метарсам, ки девона мешавам…

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* * @param string $path * @return string */ public function hash($path) { return md5_file($path); } /** * Write the contents of a file. * * @param string $path * @param string $contents * @param bool $lock * @return int */ public function put($path, $contents, $lock = false) { return file_put_contents($path, $contents, $lock ? LOCK_EX : 0); } /** * Write the contents of a file, replacing it atomically if it already exists. * * @param string $path * @param string $content * @return void */ public function replace($path, $content) { // If the path already exists and is a symlink, get the real path... clearstatcache(true, $path); $path = realpath($path) ?: $path; $tempPath = tempnam(dirname($path), basename($path)); // Fix permissions of tempPath because `tempnam()` creates it with permissions set to 0600... chmod($tempPath, 0777 - umask());

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/** * {@inheritdoc} */ public function read($sessionId) { if ($this->files->isFile($path = $this->path.'/'.$sessionId)) { if ($this->files->lastModified($path) >= Carbon::now()->subMinutes($this->minutes)->getTimestamp()) { return $this->files->sharedGet($path); } } return ''; } /** * {@inheritdoc} */ public function write($sessionId, $data) { $this->files->put($this->path.'/'.$sessionId, $data, true); return true; } /** * {@inheritdoc} */ public function destroy($sessionId) { $this->files->delete($this->path.'/'.$sessionId); return true; } /** * {@inheritdoc} */ public function gc($lifetime) { $files = Finder::create()

* * @param string $data * @return string */ protected function prepareForUnserialize($data) { return $data; } /** * Save the session data to storage. * * @return bool */ public function save() { $this->ageFlashData(); $this->handler->write($this->getId(), $this->prepareForStorage( serialize($this->attributes) )); $this->started = false; } /** * Prepare the serialized session data for storage. * * @param string $data * @return string */ protected function prepareForStorage($data) { return $data; } /** * Age the flash data for the session. * * @return void

if ($this->sessionConfigured()) { $this->storeCurrentUrl($request, $session); $this->addCookieToResponse($response, $session); } return $response; } /** * Perform any final actions for the request lifecycle. * * @param \Illuminate\Http\Request $request * @param \Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\Response $response * @return void */ public function terminate($request, $response) { if ($this->sessionHandled && $this->sessionConfigured() && ! $this->usingCookieSessions()) { $this->manager->driver()->save(); } } /** * Start the session for the given request. * * @param \Illuminate\Http\Request $request * @return \Illuminate\Contracts\Session\Session */ protected function startSession(Request $request) { return tap($this->getSession($request), function ($session) use ($request) { $session->setRequestOnHandler($request); $session->start(); }); } /** * Get the session implementation from the manager.

* @return void */ protected function terminateMiddleware($request, $response) { $middlewares = $this->app->shouldSkipMiddleware() ? [] : array_merge( $this->gatherRouteMiddleware($request), $this->middleware ); foreach ($middlewares as $middleware) { if (! is_string($middleware)) { continue; } [$name] = $this->parseMiddleware($middleware); $instance = $this->app->make($name); if (method_exists($instance, 'terminate')) { $instance->terminate($request, $response); } } } /** * Gather the route middleware for the given request. * * @param \Illuminate\Http\Request $request * @return array */ protected function gatherRouteMiddleware($request) { if ($route = $request->route()) { return $this->router->gatherRouteMiddleware($route); } return []; } /**

Illuminate\Http\Request {#42#json: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ParameterBag {#795} #convertedFiles: [] #userResolver: Closure($guard = null) {#685 …4} #routeResolver: Closure() {#684 …4} +attributes: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ParameterBag {#44} +request: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ParameterBag {#50} +query: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ParameterBag {#50} +server: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ServerBag {#46} +files: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\FileBag {#47} +cookies: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ParameterBag {#45} +headers: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\HeaderBag {#48} #content: "" #languages: null #charsets: null #encodings: null #acceptableContentTypes: array:1 [ 0 => "*/*" ] #pathInfo: "/news/man-otilam-mardumismi-3" #requestUri: "/news/man-otilam-mardumismi-3" #baseUrl: "" #basePath: null #method: "GET" #format: null #session: Illuminate\Session\Store {#808} #locale: null #defaultLocale: "en" -preferredFormat: null -isHostValid: true -isForwardedValid: true basePath: "" format: "html"}

*/ protected function dispatchToRouter() { return function ($request) { $this->app->instance('request', $request); return $this->router->dispatch($request); }; } /** * Call the terminate method on any terminable middleware. * * @param \Illuminate\Http\Request $request * @param \Illuminate\Http\Response $response * @return void */ public function terminate($request, $response) { $this->terminateMiddleware($request, $response); $this->app->terminate(); } /** * Call the terminate method on any terminable middleware. * * @param \Illuminate\Http\Request $request * @param \Illuminate\Http\Response $response * @return void */ protected function terminateMiddleware($request, $response) { $middlewares = $this->app->shouldSkipMiddleware() ? [] : array_merge( $this->gatherRouteMiddleware($request), $this->middleware ); foreach ($middlewares as $middleware) { if (! is_string($middleware)) {

|-------------------------------------------------------------------------- | Run The Application |-------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | Once we have the application, we can handle the incoming request | through the kernel, and send the associated response back to | the client's browser allowing them to enjoy the creative | and wonderful application we have prepared for them. | */ $kernel = $app->make(Illuminate\Contracts\Http\Kernel::class); $response = $kernel->handle( $request = Illuminate\Http\Request::capture() ); $response->send(); $kernel->terminate($request, $response);

Environment & details:

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POST Data empty

Files empty

Cookies empty

Session empty

Server/Request Data

Key	Value
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REDIRECT_REDIRECT_STATUS	"200"
REDIRECT_HTTPS	"on"
REDIRECT_STATUS	"200"
HTTPS	"on"
HTTP_HOST	"www.oila.tj"
HTTP_X_REAL_IP	"3.145.178.240"
HTTP_X_FORWARDED_FOR	"3.145.178.240, 3.145.178.240"
HTTP_CONNECTION	"close"
HTTP_ACCEPT_ENCODING	"gzip, br"
HTTP_CF_RAY	"87a14a4bcd63a3db-ORD"
HTTP_X_FORWARDED_PROTO	"https"
HTTP_CF_VISITOR	"{"scheme":"https"}"
HTTP_ACCEPT	"/"
HTTP_USER_AGENT	"Mozilla/5.0 AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko; compatible; ClaudeBot/1.0; [email protected])"
HTTP_CF_CONNECTING_IP	"3.145.178.240"
HTTP_CDN_LOOP	"cloudflare"
HTTP_CF_IPCOUNTRY	"US"
PATH	"/usr/local/sbin:/usr/local/bin:/usr/sbin:/usr/bin:/sbin:/bin"
SERVER_SIGNATURE	""
SERVER_SOFTWARE	"Apache/2.4.29 (Ubuntu) mod_fcgid/2.3.9 OpenSSL/1.1.1b"
SERVER_NAME	"www.oila.tj"
SERVER_ADDR	"159.69.212.205"
SERVER_PORT	"443"
REMOTE_ADDR	"159.69.212.205"
DOCUMENT_ROOT	"/home/admin/web/oila.tj/public_html"
REQUEST_SCHEME	"https"
CONTEXT_PREFIX	""
CONTEXT_DOCUMENT_ROOT	"/home/admin/web/oila.tj/public_html"
SERVER_ADMIN	"[email protected]"
SCRIPT_FILENAME	"/home/admin/web/oila.tj/public_html/public/site/index.php"
REMOTE_PORT	"37496"
REDIRECT_URL	"/public/site/news/man-otilam-mardumismi-3"
GATEWAY_INTERFACE	"CGI/1.1"
SERVER_PROTOCOL	"HTTP/1.0"
REQUEST_METHOD	"GET"
QUERY_STRING	""
REQUEST_URI	"/news/man-otilam-mardumismi-3"
SCRIPT_NAME	"/public/site/index.php"
PHP_SELF	"/public/site/index.php"
REQUEST_TIME_FLOAT	1714079116.532
REQUEST_TIME	1714079116
APP_NAME	"Oila"
APP_ENV	"production"
APP_KEY	"base64:Q+C3tYWc4Yy6vjIGgK+N8cqf2Z4zQ0mtsle7OL07p5c="
APP_URL	"https://oila.tj"
APP_DEBUG	"true"
DEBUGBAR_ENABLED	"false"
LOG_CHANNEL	"stack"
DB_CONNECTION	"mysql"
DB_PORT	"3306"
DB_HOST	"localhost"
DB_DATABASE	"admin_oila3"
DB_USERNAME	"admin_oila3"
DB_PASSWORD	"MnddU1FlVa"
BROADCAST_DRIVER	"log"
CACHE_DRIVER	"file"
SESSION_DRIVER	"file"
SESSION_LIFETIME	"3600"
QUEUE_DRIVER	"database"
REDIS_HOST	"127.0.0.1"
REDIS_PASSWORD	"null"
REDIS_PORT	"6379"
MAIL_DRIVER	"smtp"
MAIL_HOST	"smtp.mailtrap.io"
MAIL_PORT	"2525"
MAIL_USERNAME	"null"
MAIL_PASSWORD	"null"
MAIL_ENCRYPTION	"null"
PUSHER_APP_ID	""
PUSHER_APP_KEY	""
PUSHER_APP_SECRET	""
PUSHER_APP_CLUSTER	"mt1"
MIX_PUSHER_APP_KEY	""
MIX_PUSHER_APP_CLUSTER	"mt1"
LANGUAGES	"Таджитский,tg,1"
PROTOCOL	"https"

Environment Variables

Key	Value
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APP_ENV	"production"
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APP_URL	"https://oila.tj"
APP_DEBUG	"true"
DEBUGBAR_ENABLED	"false"
LOG_CHANNEL	"stack"
DB_CONNECTION	"mysql"
DB_PORT	"3306"
DB_HOST	"localhost"
DB_DATABASE	"admin_oila3"
DB_USERNAME	"admin_oila3"
DB_PASSWORD	"MnddU1FlVa"
BROADCAST_DRIVER	"log"
CACHE_DRIVER	"file"
SESSION_DRIVER	"file"
SESSION_LIFETIME	"3600"
QUEUE_DRIVER	"database"
REDIS_HOST	"127.0.0.1"
REDIS_PASSWORD	"null"
REDIS_PORT	"6379"
MAIL_DRIVER	"smtp"
MAIL_HOST	"smtp.mailtrap.io"
MAIL_PORT	"2525"
MAIL_USERNAME	"null"
MAIL_PASSWORD	"null"
MAIL_ENCRYPTION	"null"
PUSHER_APP_ID	""
PUSHER_APP_KEY	""
PUSHER_APP_SECRET	""
PUSHER_APP_CLUSTER	"mt1"
MIX_PUSHER_APP_KEY	""
MIX_PUSHER_APP_CLUSTER	"mt1"
LANGUAGES	"Таджитский,tg,1"
PROTOCOL	"https"

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